Have you ever tried to write a book before? It is not easy. As you see in the movies, with the author sitting at the computer, staring and deleting or just looking blank, it is true.
You ask where to start? Which characters to start bringing in and what impact do you want to make. It doesn't matter how much of the background story you have, and description of each character, you feel inundated with all this information.
Therefore, after much internal debate, I decided on the easy way.
I do not write a book, just a number of chapters in no particular order.
I hope that you become an addict of a story with an interesting perspective.
Now, since I have been threatened, I ask you to pretend that some of this is not true.
In the process of some of these events, people and animals were hurt and did suffer.
There are a number of reasons why I write this:
There is nothing like the intrigue of a catholic scandal. There is nothing more sell-able.
There is nothing like a well-earned payback
I believe that it’s about time our ANC lies are exposed or at least force the people WANTING to believe them have no excuse to believe them.
There is the need for awareness and understanding required of mental disorders and can describe it first-hand, and perhaps you can realize that the un-diagnosed are more dangerous and you have probably sat right next to one. You could be married to one. You could have gone to their funeral.
There is the part of me that just sees things from a completely different perspective.
Then again, I have tried many a time to see if I can come up with something original. Am I SO different? It appears that my perspective is not so different and hopefully some people can relate and not feel so socially unacceptable but accept themselves as opinionated, judgmental, rude, and brutally honest.
Be honest when others won't. What an interesting perspective on life…
There is not much that I have done, or will do, that is far worse than what I admit to be.
I have made one promise to myself. Everybody lies and so have I. However, I have promised not to lie to myself. That is my black and white line.
That is not a lie. :)
In my opinion lying and hypocrisy are the most dangerous personality traits you can have, it fits comfortably in the group of symptoms of sociopath / psychopathic personality disorders.
Since this book will be disturbing and embarrassingly entertaining, I must mention now,
for all those that are "revealed". You can always use the excuse that these are the ramblings of a mad person - of hogwash.
I am going to suggest that you think of some of this not true, but rather fiction where characters play a part of poetic licence. Be warned. Some things which sound bizarrely fictitious, can be the truth.
